Let The Rain Wash Away ...
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I shouldn't have let all this stuff distract me right? I shouldn't keep asking myself why, people change, feelings change, everything change. Anyway I guess you wouldn't drop by here. Even if you did, you wouldn't care anymore. Do you?  So much had happened, really. I'm turning 20 so this is considered my next phrase of life? I've been hanging out with Shiwei lately. He broke up with Erika, I was there to hear him, not its my turn. Weixuan is like shiwei,  I'm like Erika. He broke up because there were too much unhappiness, like you. There was too much unhappiness in you too. When i decided to tell you that I shouldn't control you, its all too late. Maybe you don't like the way I show concern to you. Oh well. The question is are you willing to give us, me and our future a chance? I guess your answer will be no. But I am. I want to love, care, give you hugs and tease you like I normally do. I can't promise the world but I can make you smile like before. (: Now is not the time but in the future, I will fight again. In life there's not many 2nd chances. If you're willing to give me, I'll surely treasure it. Trust me. (: Posted by Shawn Ng @ 22:34 Thursday, April 04, 2013 Huge price to pay. It's been 6 months. Thank god for the safe journey round South East Asia. It's been 6 months. At least I get to go shore in China and Vietnam. And not forgetting my Captain who always let me goes home most of the time. Good to be a Singaporean. This 6 months has been enriching. I've learn many many things.  I was glad I didn't make the wrong choice. Though life was pretty though,  getting seasick, and odd working hours, this wasn't what I expected but yup, that's really life onboard. Thank god for everything he's done for me. I can feel he is blessing me everytime. I do miss church when I'm overseas, but he'll be always in my heart, like you. Talking about that, I was kinda shocked what happened. It will be our 3rd year together this year. I was looking forward to celebrate with you when I am back. Sometimes I ask god, why let this happen to me, especially I am sailing to china the next day. I felt like thousands of arrows piercing through my heart. We've been through so many ups and downs. How can a nearly 3 year relationship just fade like that? Do you really love me in the first place? I was doubting if there's any 3rd party but I guess there isn't. I trust you. My heart just sank. The 6 days sailing to china was so miserable. I felt that a pillar of support was suddenly gone. I felt so unfair that what had happened. I didn't know anything nor catch your hints. I'm sorry for making you feel tied down and being such a possessive boyfriend. If there's a chance, I would really like to make amendments. But since I'm away, I can't really do anything. You're the 1st woman I love really a lot. I hope you'll pardon me for my actions.  I miss the times we always talk things out, to make our relationship a better one. I still really love you a lot. :'( I don't really want to lose you. I've talked to many people about us, I've different answers,  but I'll just follow my heart.  Though it's on the left, it's always right. I know you'll be having your FYP, so Jiayou okay. I wouldn't be pressuring you about us. No one knows what will happen in the future. It'll be good if you can be back by my side.  I can't really promise anything but I hope I can be a better boyfriend. Hope we wouldn't lose contact! Posted by Shawn Ng @ 21:22 Thursday, February 02, 2012 10 promises Perhaps I gave in too much, I too tired of pleasing. Reading through 10 promises, probably it shouldn't be done in the 1st place. I feel so tired sacrificing so much of my time, changing plans and accommodating. Maybe it's just me, or rather it is always me. I should sit down and reflect. I don't ask for a perfect relationship. It's been long since the last outing. All I want is to spend sometime, am I asking too much? Posted by Shawn Ng @ 23:35 Wednesday, October 05, 2011 It's been long long time since I last dropped by here. It's October 5 alr! Can you believe this! Time really flies. I've endured almost 1 and a half months of slaking and doing nothing at home. School is reopening soon. Luckily circle line open in time for the new school semester. I can save about 15 minutes of travelling time to school. Yeay! Been waiting for this day to come. Anyway nothing much to say here. Life been great as always. I can't wait for school to start and start studying again. Being at home for too long is boring. When school starts, i'll long for holiday again. Damn it, contradicting. Posted by Shawn Ng @ 01:21 Thursday, September 01, 2011 September! :D Awwwman! It's a new month already. Means 3 more months till year end. 2011 is a fast year indeed. Time really flies. Soon it'll be 16 months with dear! But I will not get to celebrate with her. I'll be going on a camp. For about 1 week. Yup, it's long but it's my first time onboard a ship for like 6 days. Will be going to Vietnam and Redang Island. Hope there's some wifi hotspot there so that I can use facebook and stuff. Get connected with Singapore. I am a patriotic citizen lei.  I had the exact same feeling when I went for holiday in sec 1. I wouldn't get to msg you. I wouldn't get to see you. I wouldn't get to talk to you. I would definitely miss you! Hope the 6 days will fly pass like damn fast. I hope I wouldn't get to enjoy till I forget about you. :X Posted by Shawn Ng @ 00:24 Friday, August 26, 2011 Sometimes, I've this feeling that when people needed you, they ask. And when they don't need, they'll throw you aside, not thinking about your feelings. Posted by Shawn Ng @ 01:59 Monday, August 22, 2011 James Morrison - Please Don't Stop The Rain I don't know where I crossed the line Was it something that I said Or didn't say this time And I don't know if it's me or you But I can see the skies are changing In all the shades of blue And I don't know which way it's gonna go If it's gonna be a rainy day There's nothing we can do to make it change We can pray for sunny weather But that won't stop the rain Feeling like you got no place to run I can be your shelter 'til it's done We can make this last forever So please don't stop the rain (Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall) Please don't stop the rain (Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall) Please don't stop the rain I thought that time was on our side I've put in far too many years To let this pass us by You see life is a crazy thing There'll be good time and there'll be bad times And everything in between And I don't know which way it's gonna go If it's gonna be a rainy day There's nothing we can do to make it change We can pray for sunny weather But that won't stop the rain Feeling like you got no place to run I can be your shelter 'til it's done We can make this last forever So please don't stop the rain (Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall) Please don't stop the rain (Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall) Please don't stop the rain Oh we're a little closer now And finding what life's all about Yeah I know you just can't stand it When things don't go your way But we've got no control over what happens anyway If it's gonna be a rainy day There's nothing we can do to make it change We can pray for sunny weather But that won't stop the rain Feeling like you got no place to run I can be your shelter 'til it's done We can make this last forever So please don't stop the rain (Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall) Please don't stop the rain (Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall) Please don't stop the rain (Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall) Can't stop it no, you can't stop it, just can't stop the rain (Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall) Let it fall, please don't stop the rain Posted by Shawn Ng @ 11:50
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