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After months of slacking at home, it's time for school to start. I'm actually looking forward. I'm gonna make lots of friends and a new circle of people again. Meanwhile shouldn't neglect my usual group of friends though. Hope then we've got the time to meet up and stuff so that we can catch up. :D Celebrating jiahui's birthday tomorrow. It's April fools day too. Hopes Edwin's plan would turn out well and nothing goes wrong. But what i thought was things are a bit too rush. And it's pretty impromptu. All the best to him! :D Ps: 323 days! :D Posted by Shawn Ng @ 22:26 Gathering! :D Went for my scholarship interview this afternoon. Was pretty well. Lasted for only 15minutes though. Kinda fast. Usual questions asked. Hopefully it's successful. :D After that was kbox session with the usual people. This time i booked at the right place. Cineleisure was kinda good. But party world is better. At least there's songs i want. :D We went ??? for prata too. Long time since I've been there. Ordered the usual stuff. Went home. We decided to go universal studios next week. Hopefully everyone's free. Shall enjoy before school starts. :D Ps: Old songs are still meaningful! :D Posted by Shawn Ng @ 00:30 Tuesday, March 29, 2011 Finally! :D It's for the interest of your heart. I don't wanna do this either. But if i open my mouth again, i can't close it again. It'll in turn be nagging. If i don't say this out, i can't sleep. I need my sleep. Tomorrow is an important day for me. So i need rest. Maybe typing things out here will be better. Thanks Kimberly for being my listening ear. Appreciate it. :D How? How? How? I've done all i can. Blog ah! How nice you could talk to me! :D Ps: Seifor uh!..... Posted by Shawn Ng @ 23:33 Monday, March 28, 2011 2nd Happiest moment of my life! :D Yeah. As i mentioned, went to cut hair. At the same time i dyed my hair. Too tempting already. I love my hair colour now. Mum nag of cos, but for a while. Makes me sound like a naughty boy. Tsk Tsk. My first time dying hair in salon. It's kinda cool though. Not that expensive. But even the hair stylist ask me not to keep dying. Not good for the hair so yeah. :D As usual, laze around at home. Nothing to do. Then suddenly received a call from sp. Offered me a place in Nautical Studies. I was so shocked. Told mum about it. And called dad. They're okay with it. I shall not waste the opportunity again. It might be a blessing from god. Really thank god. Hopefully interview on Wednesday will succeed and then it'll be double happiness. :D Ps: Blessing in disguise! I'm such a lucky boy! :D Posted by Shawn Ng @ 23:57 Sunday, March 27, 2011 :) Blogging while doing groceries Shopping with parents at ntuc. Utilizing time at the same time. That's why i love my phone more and more everyday! Explored more functions and e mail is always in sync with me. Can get up to time e mail on the go. It's kinda cool. :D Dear came my house today. Cooked spaghetti for her. Not bad eh. Me first time cooking for a girl eh. It's an honour lei. Hoped she enjoyed it. I'm pretty full after eating it so had a late dinner today. Around 8plus. Went sp to collect laptop today. At least i no needa come back down to do configuration. It's pretty troublesome. Travelling up and down. At least it's done, I'm satisfied. :D Gonna cut hair tomorrow, before dying on Thursday. Ash mahogany copper brown. Hope it looks nice on me. Small B not coming tomorrow so might be going out with mum tomorrow. Its mother and son day out again. I've yet to check my laptop if there's any problem. Hopefully don't seifor. If not I'll seifor too. :D Ps: Hope interview on Wednesday will be successful. :D Posted by Shawn Ng @ 21:05 Friday, March 25, 2011 Wait wait wait! I almost forgot to blog though. Went 3 places today. Gonna keep things short. I'm too lazy to type. The Central first, then Singapore Poly to buy laptop. Gotta wait for them to configure laptop though. So I'll wait. And raffles city. Wanted to get my Crumpler but then the design i wanted is not there. Shall wait again for stock to arrive. So fed up. Oh, not forgetting about safra. Updated my safra membership for one more year. :D Ps: Tired of waiting! Posted by Shawn Ng @ 23:57 Thursday, March 24, 2011 Awesome day! :D I'm kinda happy today. Went marina barrage. Yeap, though I was not flying any kite but took pictures today. Don't wanna miss such great opportunities. It didn't rain like i predicted. The weather was perfect. Hope to go there again before school starts though. I'll buy a new kite by then. :D Going to school tomorrow to collect testimonial tomorrow. Then to the central to buy stickys. Followed by buying laptop. Wow! Schedule packed again! Traveling expenses up again. I want my poly concession card so I can buy concesssion! It's too expensive travelling in Singapore! Awwwman! :/ Ps: I love spamming my phone camera! :D Posted by Shawn Ng @ 23:16 Wednesday, March 23, 2011 Long day! :D I'm pretty lazy to blog what's happening today! :D Drop by some other time. :D Ps: I love hippo! :D Posted by Shawn Ng @ 22:36 Tuesday, March 22, 2011 Cooling day, I like! :D Went to sp this morning. Was raining heavily this morning though, luckily the rain stop by the time we reached there. It's actually the maths talk. Was kinda engaging though. It started at 1015 and ended about 1 hour later. Mostly multiple choice questions, yeap and I don't have to suffer. Ate lunch there at the same time. The food there is cheap! My gosh. Ate kfc 2 piece meal. Walked around the campus after that. Not that bad, facilities was kinda state-of-the-art. Can't wait for school to start soon! :D I'm gonna go for my scholarship briefing then SGH after that to visit my grandma. Gonna be busy this few days going to and fro from there. Grandma has no one to accompany so it's good if we go and visit her. Hope she gets well soon! :D Kite flying on Thursday at barrage. Can't wait though. Long time since I've been flying kite. I'm sure I'm gonna enjoy myself! :D Ps: I received my poly admission card! :D Posted by Shawn Ng @ 23:48 Monday, March 21, 2011 Rainy Monday! :D Didn't went out today, except to buy lunch for myself. I was kinda tired today. Woke up at 7. Went hospital to change shift and got home in the afternoon. Didn't had enough sleep and I decided to take a nap. Slept from 3 to around 4 plus. As promised I unloaded the pictures on facebook. Awww, I miss those people man! Though we've been only working for 6 days but the friendship we've made was priceless. Hope there's an event from creative again so we can work together again. :D I've to go down to sp tomorrow for the maths talk. Asked tablemates along, so as to not have lonership. It's quite sad to travel alone in the mrt. Especially the long journey I have to endure. Hope that the talk will not be that boring . I'll bring some sweets to wake myself up. :D Ps: Thunderstorm was scary just now! :D Posted by Shawn Ng @ 23:13 It's over! :D Yeap, at that's end of my working life in creative. It's been enjoyable and I've made lots of friends though. Though standing and doing nothing, it's still quite fun, having dinner in the romantic outdoor theatre. :D Yup, busy week ahead for me, and a day rest for me tomorrow. Good job. I ain't going anywhere except to buy food. I ought to have ample rest. I'm not a machine but still can seifor anytime also. :D Ps: Goodnight! :D Posted by Shawn Ng @ 01:01 Saturday, March 19, 2011 iPod stuck on replay! :D Awwwman! Last day of work tomorrow! It's good yet bad though. Hmmm, I'm sure I'm gonna miss the people there. And that's end of working life for me. Yeap, and poly will start soon. I'm looking forward yet pulling myself from facing reality. Meeting new friends might be fun. It's everything new again. :D Sunday tomorrow. Can't go church tomorrow. Working yet again. I'm gonna miss worship service. Heard that grandma will be doing her leg operation this Wednesday. Hopes she'll be fine. I am not very sure of the details but mum ask me to overnight at the hospital for one day to take care of her. Everyone will rotate. Sounds fun and my first time doing this. :D Ps: What goes up will come down! :D Posted by Shawn Ng @ 23:50 Friday, March 18, 2011 Good news! :D Work today was kinda okay, except for the in charge today, was kinda strict. Time flew past quite fast today. Because I'm playing angry birds most of the time. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. :D As I was saying, I've a piece of good news. I'm accepted for the scholarship once again. I'm suppose to go down for a briefing on tuesday though. At least I know what's going on. Received a letter from sp that I've to prepare myself for maths. Hmmm, it's good yet bad. But I'll take it as a refresher course for me. Long long time since I've last touched maths. I hope my course don't expect too much. :D Looks like my week is packed nicely after work. :D Monday: rest day. No one will disturb me! :D Tuesday: I've to go down sp for briefing. Morning 10 to 1130. Pretty free after that. :D Wednesday: I've to go down to harborfront for scholarship briefing. It's pretty weird timing. Afternoon. So it's hard to plan things though. 1 to around 2 plus. :D Thursday: kite flying with Edwin. I'm sure it's gonna be the whole day. :D Friday: going down to sp again. This time to buy lappy. :D Yeah, my schedule for next week. Seems quite busy right. But I don't have a choice. Thats life though. Yeap, that's all for tonight. :D Ps: Posted by Shawn Ng @ 23:53 Thursday, March 17, 2011 The more we get together! :D Yesterday was fieldtrip outing and a bit of 5n gathering. I miss those times when we used to go dinner after school and talk crap. So we went for Karaok session at Kbox. Awwwman, too bad for me I booked the wrong place. So confusing though. At least we get to sing for 2 hours for $6. Not a bad deal though. Slacked at the nearby coffeeshop, doing nothing and just waiting for time to pass. In the mean time I was exploring my new phone. It's kinda fun. Hopefully it doesn't fails me. Went on to meet the other's at AMK Hub. :D Honestly, I was kinda unhappy when I have to train down from AMK to Serangoon. But I am nice, though my card value is running low, I don't bear to see people stranded in Singapore streets. :D I do go Serangoon for a reason. Chomp Chomp of cos. Yeap, ate the usual stuff. It's been selling the usual stuff one year ago too. Ate, ate, walked, walked and pictures and pictures. After that bused back to AMK. I can't stop scratching though. So itchy! After I send Kimberly home, Dad asked me to see the doctor though. So I went. I was like scratching all the way there. Doctor say I was allergy to some kind of pollen. Lao Di Fang came to my mind. I was sitting under the tree, and then must be some naughty bee not transplanting the pollen properly. At least I am okay already after eating medicine and stuff. :D Its work again tomorrow. Awww, but it's the last 3 days and I am expecting the last day to go home late. At least I can get to see my colleagues and slacking again there. Will be quite busy again the following week again. I've to settle laptop and stuff. Yeah, and thats it. :D Ps: I love my new phone! :D Posted by Shawn Ng @ 18:39 Too many things! :D I will update tomorrow! Too tired to type. And I'm pretty unlucky. :( Ps: So sorry! Posted by Shawn Ng @ 00:07 Wednesday, March 16, 2011 Got my phone! :D Watched movie at plaza sing today. Big mama. It was quite a nice show. Mixture of actions and comedy. Had an awesome time laughing out loud though. It was free of cos. I used up my free movie voucher. Plus the popcorn combo is cheap too. Took it and considered lunch for me. :D Yeah, and I went to collect phone. Took bus from yishun to harbor front and back again. Reason, I wanna sleep on the bus though. Its a pretty long journey so I can nap on the way. As I've said, my phone is good. Quite user friendly. And I'll better stick to nokia. Im kinda used to it already. So much to explore. :D So it's fieldtrip outing tomorrow. I guess it would be a long time when we'll meet again. I should start planning for the next outing but no promises. Will be going kboxing again tomorrow. It's gonna be exciting, plus chomp chomp. Long time since I've been there! ;D Ps: I love you! ;D Posted by Shawn Ng @ 00:00 Monday, March 14, 2011 Phone tomorrow! :D Yeay! I'm getting my phone tomorrow! Like finally. After waiting for so long. 5 days eh, and the samsung phone is not user friendly. I prefer nokia. :D I didn't do anything much today. Just stay at home and sleep most of the time. Weather was cooling and breezy the whole day today. How nice if it's like that most of the time man. :D Dated zejian tomorrow for movie outing. Long time since I last saw him after the cycling. I hope we'll maintain our friendship though. We should make an effort and find time. Too bad he's not free in the evening. Ive to go Vivo to collect my phone myself. Thats always the case when my phone is spoilt. :D Ps: I've nothing to say here. :) Posted by Shawn Ng @ 23:29 :D Working for the past few days was fun. Finally it's like a 4 days break before working again soon. I'm sure I'm gonna utilize this 4 days. With fieldtrip outing and stuff, I'm sure it's gonna be fun. Work today was kinda fun. Our booth got kinda eaten up but nevermind, at least someone was there to entertain me and time flies. I think colleagues was kinda fun to talk with. At least I feel more mature there. Most of them were in poly or going to graduate. I think I'm the youngest among them though. :D Cannot wait for the fieldtrip outing though. It's really been a year and time really flies. It seems that only a few months have past. Yeap, hopefully we could be still be in contact though. Have many many more gatherings and stuff. I hope the outing on Wednesday will be enjoyable! :D Ps: I forgot to ps Happy 10th Month. But I guess it's not too late! :X Posted by Shawn Ng @ 00:26 Saturday, March 12, 2011 :D Blogging while waiting at creative resource. Have to utilize tine though. Work was fun. I had fun people together too. Mending the booth and playing cards. Total of 8 people. I'm so glad they are nice people. I was quite glad that work wasn't as tiring as it could. But it gets boring at times. I've speakers to play with though. :D At least tomorrow is the last day before I've a 4 day break. Lol. There's activities planned ahead though. Before working for 3 days again. Awww! But it's good money so I shall not complain. :D Posted by Shawn Ng @ 22:16 :D Awwwman! I'm so tired. After coming back from pc show late and a sleepless night plus work ended quite late. So I'm too lazy to type out everything. So sorry! :D In short, work was kinda fun. Was so called promoting the tablet pc thingy but I ended up playing. Haha. Not many people today though. Guess there'll be more people tomorrow. I hope, at least to keep myself busy. :D Ps: My skin tore. :( Posted by Shawn Ng @ 00:00 Wednesday, March 09, 2011 Three four shut the door! Whoo! Awesome day today. :D It's was a fun day today. Morning went creative for product training. Yup, and I am in charge of all the speakers. Have to do demo to the customers before they make their purchase though. Kinda easy job but gotta stand for like almost 9 hours. Glad that it's only during the weekends la. If not my legs will turn jelly at the end of the event already. :D Went mos burger at imm for lunch, after walking for like 20 minutes thinking of what to eat. That's always the case though. Yup, I wanted to keep something as a surprise but I cannot take it anymore. So decided to bring dear to make a bee bear. :D It's kinda fun making it though. Meaningful too, and the sales assistant was very kind. I don't mind to make one for myself. There's a birth cert for the bear too. Ah, I think I mentioned it's name, b bear. It's actually a replica of me but I'm not so tan though. It's actually to make up for valentines day. But not only that, for all the other months. Hope she likes the bear! :D Went to 老地方 just now too. Sat there and enjoyed the afternoon or rather evening breeze. Chatted about stuff too. Long time since we've done that man! :D Ps: IT fair tomorrow! :D Posted by Shawn Ng @ 23:47 Tuesday, March 08, 2011 One two buckle my shoe! :D Woke up early today, went to the gym. I did a bit of running and used the other equipments too. Have to utilize it though. Went home around 12 plus had lunch then took my afternoon nap. As usual, woke up and used my laptop. :D it was great watching the noose, I just love it cos it never fails to make me laugh. They're so lame but still funny. Was talking to my parents just now though. Mama wanna buy hard disk recorder, so ask me to follow daddy to it fair. Awww, I am working lei. But she ask me to go on Thursday evening. Whoo! I can have my new phone already! One stone kill two birds! Daddy agreed too. I'm either getting N8 or E7. I still prefer nokia, more user friendly. :D there's product training tomorrow, 930am. It's jurong leh, I've to wake up early tomorrow. At least there wouldnt be any battle between big b vs small b. Mum says it's WWIII lol. Ps: Though we don't know the future, but there's something I am very sure. I want to have a future with you. :D Posted by Shawn Ng @ 23:41 Monday, March 07, 2011 Monday Blues........ Baby (I am not talking about myself) didn't come today. Was kinda happy though. No one to disturb me as always. But he'll be back tomorrow. Awwwman. :( Went to the gym in the morning today. Ran about 10km on the treadmill. Love the feeling blasting songs. Legs didn't cramp. Since I wake up so early and I've nothing else better to do. Feel like going for an early morning cycle tomorrow too, but after cycling for about 40km yesterday it's giving me problems. Gave up maintaining it. Always make my hands so dirty. Going for my routine dental checkup later. I was so lazy to go in the afternoon. Wanted to cancel it but ahyo, once every 6 months so its okay. Changed it to 730 instead of 330. Mummy told me that I am getting lazier and lazier. What to do, long holiday and I've nothing better to do. Wanted to bake cake today but I am so lazy to but the ingredients. So I watched HK Dramas on my lappy then went to take a nap. Typical lazy Bum. Mum gave me this nickname, lazy bumble bee. Lol. She must have watched too much children shows. Tsk tsk tsk. :D Ps: Whoo! I'm looking forward for tomorrow. :D Posted by Shawn Ng @ 18:15 Sunday, March 06, 2011 ........ Yeay! Hotmail is okay already. I was so unlucky. Gotta change my password. So it was down on me. Oh, anyway, was listening to If I let you go by westlife. They're like telling my story. Loved this song and the lyrics are very meaningful. :D If I Let You Go lyrics [Shane:] Day after day Time passed away And I just can't get you off my mind Nobody knows, I hide it inside I keep on searching but I can't find [Mark:] The courage to show to letting you know I've never felt so much love before [All (Shane lead):] And once again I'm thinking about Taking the easy way out [All:] But if I let you go I will never know What my life would be holding you close to me Will I ever see you smiling back at me? ([Shane:] oh yeah) How will I know [Shane:] if I let you go? [Bryan:] Night after night I hear myself say Why can't this feeling just fade away There's no one like you (no one like you) You speak to my heart (speak to my heart) It's such a shame we're worlds apart [Shane:] I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose But sooner or later I gotta choose [- From :http://www.elyrics.net/read/w/westlife-lyrics/if-i-let-you-go-lyrics.html -] And once again I'm thinking about Taking the easy way out [All:] But if I let you go I will never know What my life would be, holding you close to me Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah) How will I know [Shane:] if I let you go ? [Shane:] If I let you go ooooh baby Ooooooooohhhhh [Bryan:] Once again I'm thinking about Taking the easy way out Ooooooooohhhhh [All:] But if I let you go I will never know What my life would be, holding you close to me ([Mark:] close to me) Will I ever see you smiling back at me? ([Shane:] oh yeah) How will I know ([Bryan:] if I let you go?) But if I let you go I will never know ([Mark:] oh baby) Will I ever see you smiling back at me? ([Shane:] oh yeah) How will I know [Shane:] if I let you go ? Ps: luckily I didn't let you go man! :D Posted by Shawn Ng @ 23:45 cycling part 2. :D Went for the OCBC Cycling today. It was kinda fun but tiring. Everything was well organised and fortunately no rain. Stupid alarm rang at 430, wanted to sleep for a while more but forget it. Ordered Mac Delivery came on time but didn't had time to finish. Realised that I haven't bathe. Train-ed down to Promenade. Managed to catch the first train. Thinking that we were early but there were people who were even earlier. That was the start of everything. :D Was so demoralising cycling on the expressway. Long stretch of the road. Before turning into east coast park. And cycled back the path to Pit Building. Along the way were accidents and stuff. Someone fell off the bike and injured. Poor thing. :X Of cos there were ambulance though. After that, it was a clear road ahead. But my dear butt was already aching. Can't give up so easily. So paiseh. We were to tired to cycle back so wanted to book a cab, but to no avail. Wasted around 30 minutes at the taxi stand. Zejian bike was too big to fit into the taxi, so gotta find some good taxi driver to accept him. So finally there's one. Prayer works. I took another cad behind, because my front tyre can be removed. So reached Yishun and then we went home. Took a 2.5 hours nap. Didn't want to sleep too long. Scared tonight cannot sleep. :D Ps: I had an enjoyable day today. Awesome experience. :D Posted by Shawn Ng @ 18:27 dot dot dot........ I am not suppose to wake up so early but i set the wrong time. Think I am too tired already. I am too lazy to make my own breakfast so decided to call for mac delivery. Hotcakes with sausage. I need energy for cycling later though. I am kinda worried about my bike. Whether is it stolen alnot. I hope it doesn't rain later. I really hope because it's so messy when it rains. Till here, I'll be back later! :D Posted by Shawn Ng @ 04:55 Saturday, March 05, 2011 Cycling part 1 :D Awwwman, hotmail was down today, so I've to use blogger to post today. Hope I'll be okay tomorrow. Kinda not used to blogging at blogger. Woke up at 8 plus today to help my mum spring clean the house. We'll do this once a month, just to ensure we will have a condusive living environment. Finished at around 12 plus 1, then I went to packet lunch for my mum since she is lazy to go out. Ate then I went of again. :D Met zejian at 2 plus since he finished his stuff earlier too, then we met earlier. Luckily it was not raining when we left yishun. Cycled to amk and as usual, sat there and rest and talk. It's been long since I last saw him too. Cycled to the pit building. Reached there about 45 minutes from amk. Parked our bikes and then we went Thomson for prata. And went home after that. Luckily dad called me early so I could change money for him. He's going to Malaysia tomorrow. :D Tomorrow is finally the event. Had been waiting for quite a long time. I hope everything would be fine and hope no one would destroy my awesome day. Gonna wake up at 5 tomorrow to pack my bag. Meeting zejian at 6. I shall sleep early tonight. Long time since I woke up so early. :D Ps: It's Sunday tomorrow! :D Posted by Shawn Ng @ 22:03 Friday, March 04, 2011 TGIF! :D It's Friday. So hello weekends once again. Weekends only happens 8 times in a month. So we'll have to utilize it to the maximum. Like me, I like to plan what I'm gonna do first before going out. Going evening cycling to pit building and then it's ocbc cycling the following day. I'm looking forward to it! :D Went down to jurong creative today. Sign all the documents and stuff. Can't wait for work to start, but there goes my weekend though. Awww, two weekends lei and two Fridays. Work more important. Thanks dad for introducing me this job! :D Ps: We're bound to face obstacles in life, but it's okay. Just stand up and we'll go through it together. :D Posted by Shawn Ng @ 23:10 Thursday, March 03, 2011 Stiff neck! :X 1. The way they always know how to make you smile when you are down. 2. How they try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice. 3. How they stick up for you, but still respect our independence 4. How they are so wrapped up in everything else, but still have time for you. 5. The way their arms fit firmly around you 6. The way they hint that they want to kiss you 7. The way their hands always find yours 8. How cute they are when they really want some thing 9. How they never run out of new games to play 10. How they never run out of good jokes 11. How they never run out of love 12. How they are funny, but know when to be serious 13. How they react when they realize they are being funny when they need to be serious 14. The way they are patiant when you take time to get ready 15. How they react when you hit them and it actually hurts 16. The way they smile 17. The way they kiss you 18. The way they try to hid that one stuffed animal when you come over 19. The way they act like Mr. Big 20. The way they apologize for acting like Mr. Big 21. The way they ask you for a pen in class and you know they have one 22. How they are blasting the music when they pick up the phone 23. How they turn it off when they notice that you are on the phone 24. How they look at you durring class and make you get butterflies in your stomach 25. They way they hug you on a bad day and the clouds seem to lift Read this in the book chicken soup. 25 reasons why guys like girls. Haha. It's quite an interesting book and it really depicts what I'm really going thru. :D I really very forgetful these days. I think it's because I've disturbed sleep almost every night. One was because of the stupid nightmare, the other was because I woke up and increase the fan speed. Dont really know what's wrong with me. I can't even figure out myself. My soul is like away miles from my body. I ain't thinking properly. Argh! I don't know what's going on though. Sometimes I feel like crying my hearts out, but I can't. And my stupid stiff neck is making it worst. Shawn! What's wrong with you!?..... Ps: @&$!?#%^€£¥!? =|..........         :X Posted by Shawn Ng @ 23:02 Wednesday, March 02, 2011 :S I wanted to go out today, but I had this nightmare, that made me unlike myself for the whole day. Ahyo, all seems so real that it's making me paranoid. :X mum thought I was possessed or something. That's why i didn't had the mood to go cycling today. Weird la me! I should forget this dream and move on with life. I didn't really waste the day. I did minimal changes to my blog though. I added a picture of myself. And added the timing too. Was exploring with the HTML codes then this was the finished product. I was kinda satisfied. Wait till I had more time I'll change the background and stuff. :D Ps: hope I'll have a better dream tonight! :D Posted by Shawn Ng @ 23:17 Tuesday, March 01, 2011 Speechless :D It's 1st of March today. Means another month in my archive again. Time flies faster than I thought. Looking back this two months I've spent, one word to describe it, speechless. I'm not used to such long holidays. From November till now, about 4 months leh. 120 days, 2880 hours, 172800 minutes, 1036800 seconds. Wow! :D I found out something today. I was kinda angry because i don't like being misunderstood. But I guess the person said it for the interest of our heart, so I dont blame you. I had mixed feelings when I heard it, I wanted to cry but controlled my tears. :D forget it, it's over already and I shan't think about it anymore then. Medical checkup was normal. Expected la. I'm so health conscious la. I cycle every week to keep fit. Skinny doesn't mean not healthy uh. I do have pros too okay. :D x ray was kinda efficient today. It's really an hour. Polyclinic is not that bad either. Just the procedures very troublesome. :D I'm still thinking if I should go class chalet. Peer pressure! It's not that I don't wanna go but I know my classmates la. I shall decide that tomorrow then. 5 more days and I'm looking forward for it. I'm gonna bring sunblock lotion this time. But I like tan tan skin. See how first! :D It's sometimes very difficult to handle things between two persons, but i guess somethings are better to say out to avoid further misunderstandings. I think what dad told me was very true: the more you clear things out, the lesser burden you'll have! Thanks dad! :D Ps: when the roof caved in and the truth came out. That's what I feeling exactly just now. :) Posted by Shawn Ng @ 23:37
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